Discover Magic In The Mess.

From an early age, Molly Booker felt like an outsider. Unable to connect with the boy-crazy, Bonnie Bell Chapstick-wearing girls, Molly found solace in baseball hats, cargo pants, and her trusty pair of Converse sneakers. Labeled as a tomboy and assumed to be gay, she often retreated to the bathroom, avoiding the cafeteria and the judgmental eyes of her peers. In these quiet, lonely moments, Molly faced an undeniable truth—she felt utterly alone.

In her quest for acceptance and fulfillment, Molly became a perfectionist. She worked tirelessly to achieve perfect grades, silenced her inner voice, and forced herself into wrong relationships. Despite her efforts to conform to society’s expectations, she was overwhelmed by the messiness of life.

She questioned, “Am I just destined to be a gender failure?”

Life took an unexpected turn when Kelly Liken, a creative mind and famous chef and a member of Molly’s congregation, decided to leave the church and Colorado. This departure, though initially saddening, opened the door for a deeper, more meaningful connection between Molly and Kelly. Through intimate conversations, visits, and a secluded cabin dinner where time seemed to stand still, their bond grew stronger. One evening, as Molly drove Kelly to the airport, she couldn’t hold back her emotions any longer. In tears, she confessed, “Kelly, you’re my person. And not just as a friend.”

With this revelation, Molly and Kelly entered into the most authentic relationship either had ever experienced. Supported by Kelly’s unwavering love, Molly shed the “perfect” persona she had worn for so long. She began to explore and embrace her true self, including her gender expression. Finally, Molly discovered the beauty and magic in life’s messiness.

Awards

2025 BookFest
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Nonfiction – Self-Help – Happiness & Success, Nonfiction – Relationships – LGBTQ+

2025 BookFest
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Nonfiction – LGBTQ+

Who This Book Is For

Magic In The Mess is for anyone who:

Has ever felt like they didn't fit in and struggled to find their true self.

Is tired of trying to meet society's expectations and longs to embrace their authentic identity.

Has faced loneliness and the challenges of finding meaningful connections.

Seeks inspiration and courage to find joy in life's imperfections and messiness.

Meet Molly Booker

Molly Booker is a passionate author, speaker, and advocate for authenticity, self-discovery, and mental health. As a suicide prevention advocate and champion for the LGBTQ+ community, Molly's background in ministry and personal journey resonate deeply with many. She shares her story to inspire others to embrace their true selves and find joy in life's messiness.

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Excerpt from Magic In The Mess

The road ahead may still be uncertain, but in the chaos, I find the opportunity for rebirth. The journey continues, not as a quest to escape failures but as a celebration of resilience and self-discovery. As the sun sets on the landscape of my past, I welcome the darkness as a canvas for a new dawn. The alchemy of transformation begins, and I carry the lessons of my messy magic into the unfolding chapters of my life.

Testimonials.
Stephen McGhee
Stephen McGhee
Founder of Stephen McGhee Leadership and leadership consultant

Magic in the Mess is the book we’ve all needed for years. Molly shares her story so vulnerably, and it is absolutely beautiful. I highly recommend the book for anyone going through mental health struggles, anyone exploring gender identity, and anyone who simply needs to read a story that will show them that they too can make it through.

Erin Ivie
Erin Ivie
Executive Director SpeakUp ReachOut, Suicide Prevention Coalition of Eagle County

Magic in the Mess is the celebration of a transformative journey from isolation, loneliness, prefectionism and suicidal depair, to a life worth living for Molly Booker. Her authenticity, vulnerability and uniqueness is felt in every chapter as she finds the way to revealing her truest self.

My Writing.

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